It seems to me that the older I get the harder it is to make changes in my own life. Now, as the time came to getting a new job, new athmosphere and new opportunities, I started to get my doubts.
After tens of exhausting interviews and always being picky at new changes, I've decided that I'm happy the way I am now. Maybe I just realised that I'm not in such a bad position right now and have more freedom and respect as it is.
I've decided to concentrate more on my studies instead of chasing new work choices and challenges.
This week I had a trip to Sydney for a work conference. I was surprised at how enjoyable it came out for me and how much fun I had with people I work with. It also came to me that I am much more respected and valued by seniors than I thought.
Sometimes it's good to see things from a different angle to realise that you are valued and appreciated.